Oh, man, you guys, these days lately have just been moving so quickly. I'm finding it really difficult to believe that I'm almost finished with my first year of college. I mean, can you believe it!? I do not, in any way shape or form, feel old enough for this. Add in the fact that I signed a lease for an apartment last week, and I just feel too young for this to actually be my life.
I would say that everything's been absolutely crazy, but that's not necessarily true. I mean, yes, I have spent the last two days in the library studying for my Anthropology exam that's tomorrow, but honestly there really isn't any excuse for me not posting on here more. What it is, though, is that I just haven't had anything that I wanted to share here lately. There has been nothing in my life that I felt needed to be put into paragraphs that aren't in my journals. I suppose that my mind has been other places, not wanting to focus on any one thing for too long. I haven't finished a book for about a month, not even one that I've read before; I just can't keep my head in one place enough to complete one.
Something that has been on my mind is how much I want to love someone. I know, that sounds so cliché, but it's something that I want and it's the only thing I can't take my mind off of. That's what happens, I suppose, when you spend the majority of your time watching sappy love movies & tv shows. This is probably not a good thing, but I can't not, you know?
Overall, I have to say that things have been alright in my life. I got to see my sister (and her husband!) twice this weekend, which was super great, because I haven't seen them in way too long, since they moved to South Carolina. But I got to have lunch & coffee with them on Friday with some of my friends as well, and then again today! I just love and miss them so, so much. Also, there's the fact that I get to go back home soon; on Friday evening my parents are comin' down to get me and move me out of my dorm. I just need to get through the next five days, which is definitely doable. Most definitely. When I get home is a whole other matter, though, because then I have to look for a job. Major bummer.
I'm pretty sure this is all for now, but I will be catching you guys up more often once finals week is over & I'm home for the summer. Hopefully there will be more adventures and things, because god knows I sure do need some. My life is so goddamn boring, and I'm trying to work on fixing that.
I hope y'all are doing well and that you're getting everything you need outta life. Stay golden, Ponyboy.
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