Lately, things have just been crazy in all sorts of ways. Looking for an apartment for next year, homework, attempts at socializing, etc. But mostly I think the reason for my absence has been a lack of things to say. I feel as though everyone around me, or at least most people, has something to say, something to add to every conversation. But I just don't. I've never been good at piping up in conversations, even in ones that are about me. Do you know what I mean?
Today, though, I received a package from one of my favorite human beings, Codi Ann, which, in addition to a letter, included this month's 'What's Mine Is Yours' book. A lot of the things written in this book, I didn't even know I was feeling. Since I got it today, I haven't finished reading it all, but I've read a fair amount of it. After reading several pages, I texted her saying, "I don't understand how you know what's in my brain, what I'm feeling, before I do." And then in another message a few minutes later, I said "...It's like you have preordered what's in my brain & it's arrived to you early." The things that she writes just hit so close to home, sometimes it's hard to think about. (This lady is so wise beyond her years, I don't think you'd believe me if I told you how old she is.)
Honestly, I'm not quite sure what exactly the point of this post was. I guess I just wanted to make sure you knew I was still alive, so here we are. I promise that the next post I make will be within this month (maybe even the week, we'll see!), and will be better than this.
I hope you all are doing well, because you deserve to be. Ask anyone.
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